I’ve been mentally crafting this post on how perspective has been shaping my behavior and overall sense of well-being for quite some time now. With Thanksgiving upon us, it seems like the right time to share it.
I developed a slight tremor in my right hand a few years ago, but really didn’t think anything of it. In isolation, it didn’t seem like a big deal. However, as time passed and other concerns started to arise, I scheduled an appointment with my primary care doctor. This led to more referrals and appointments, and finally, after having a DatScan and MRI this summer, my suspicions were confirmed – Parkinson’s Disease.
Based on my medical history and the timeline of symptoms, the neurologist believes that there is a good chance I’ve had this for quite some time – and accordingly, means the disease is most likely progressing at a slow rate. And thanks to my diet, exercise regimen, and high activity level, the only change/ intervention needed now is medication – which has been very helpful.
For me, this adventure has been a giant exercise in relinquishing control and adjusting my perspective. As I talk about frequently, we all have gifts and challenges. And if this is my challenge at this stage of life, so be it. I can’t control the disease – but take great comfort in controlling what I am able: specifically, my focus, attitude, outlook and behaviors.
This season I’m thankful for many things – answers to my health problems, time to digest the diagnosis, effective medication, slow disease progression, supportive family, friends, and followers – and ultimately, my faith. Over this next holiday week, I hope you can see all the gifts hidden among the challenges in your life – because I believe the more we look for and identify our blessings, the more apparent and abundant they become.
Happy Thanksgiving.